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MERTON: LE POINT VIERGE

The first chirps of the waking day birds mark the "point vierge" (virgin point) of dawn under a sky as yet without true light, a moment of awe and inexpressible innocence, when the Father, in perfect silence open their eyes. They begin to speak to Him, not with fluent song, but with an awakening question that is their dawn state, their state at the "point vierge." Their condition asks if it is time for them to be. He answers "yes." Then, they one by one wake up and become birds. They manifest themselves as birds, beginning to sing. Presently they will be fully themselves, and will even fly.

Here is an unspeakable secret: paradise is all around us and we do not understand. It is wide open. The sword is taken away, but we do not know it: we are off "one to his farm and another to his merchandise."Lights on, clock ticking, thermostats working, stoves cooking, electric shavers filling radios with static. "Wisdom" cries the dawn deacon, but we do not attend. The most wonderful moment of the day is when creation in its innocence asks permission "to be" once again, as it did on the first morning that ever was.

T. Merton


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MERTON: SILENCE

The world of men has forgotten the joys of silence, the peace of solitude which is necessary, in some extent, for the fullness of human living. Not all men are called to be hermits, but all men need enough silence and solitude in their lives to enable the deep, inner voice of their own true self to be heard at least occasionally.

When that inner voice is not heard, when man cannot attain to the spiritual peace that comes from being perfectly at one with his own true self, his life is always miserable and exhausting. For he cannot go on happily for long unless he is in contact with the springs of spiritual life which are hidden in the depths of his soul.

If a man is constantly exiled from his own home, locked out of his own spiritual solitude, he cease to be  a true person. he no longer lives as a man. He becomes a kind of automaton, living without joy because he has lost his spontaneity. He is no longer moved from within, but only from outside himself.

T. Merton, The Silent Life, NY: Farrar, Strauss & Giroux 1957, Pp. 166 - 167


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3 A.M.

It is essential for me to be always reminded that I am a beggar.

I own nothing.

I am nothing.

I owe everything to Him who caused me to be.

I can only ask.

I can only pray.

I can only beg.

I am completely dependent on His mercy;

totally in need of His compassion.

I cannot boast of anything;

For nothing that is good can come from me but only through Him who is the source of all that is good.

I am nothing.

I was created out of nothing.

I am only because He created me and invested in me His own image and likeness.

To be someone other than the image and likeness of God is to be no one;

To be nothing.

I am

Only when I am in and with Him, and He is in and with me.


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GOSPODI POMILUJ

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KYRIE ELEISON
PANGINOON MAAWA KA
GOSPODI POMILUJ

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GATES...

Gates are decisions.

Exits and entrances.

One brings you somewhere, another, somewhere else.

They lead you to something, and away from somewhere els. else.

Gates are yeses and nos; could be happy or sad places.

They can be warm on some days, but could also be cold on some others.

Often crowded,

Occasionally desolate.

One either beams with joy, or is overcome with grief, at times even dread, at the sight of them gates.

And they are always venues, loci, meet-up places, platforms and witnesses of countless proposals,

hook-ups, reunions and catching-up trips;

of friendships recovered,

or unions severed.


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National Gallery of Arts

One begins with particulars. Details. Little things and semblances of order, of sequence, of logic.

But then comes the colours, the outbursts, those unexpected flecks of gold and lapis lazuli shades.

Of little putti prancing, twisting, playing, entangled here and there on some high renaissance sleeves

and mantles.

Then corners become curves,

And curves into sinews,

And walking become striding,

Gliding, diving and flying, and simultaneously breathing and huffing, inspiring, exhilarating,

at times both edifying and disturbing,

uplifting, sobering,

the many complexities between living and dying.

And we're not talking here of the east Building yet…


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